Oh my... Well this will certainly be interesting when Momo-chan wakes up.....

 Saaa, I've gathered everything we'll need Hitsugaya-san. This is rather exciting considering I'm as healthy as I was before my little setback. Don't worry too much about things. I can handle a little trip like this now and if I do have a problem we'll just visit Urahara-san. Let's just have fun Hitsugaya-san!

I miss home... I miss friends and family, though most of them are here. I miss my Twins and the conversations we would have. I miss Shunsui... Despite these things I find myself able to be happy here. Hitsugaya has helped so much with that, filling the empty space inside.

I'm feeling much better at this point, actually following doctor's orders seems to do wonders. ^^ Heh heh... Sorry about the lapse Urahara-san, it won't happen again. I'm doing very well though, the coughing fits have decreased in frequency, about one episode a week at most. And I certainly have much more energy. I do most things on my own now and occassionaly I can sneak making tea for Hitsugaya and I. There's certain blends and combinations that are healthy and tastey and I'm not ready to share those secrets just yet.

Shiro-chan is growing by leaps and bounds. Or Evil white fluff of doom as Hitsugaya calls her. Luckily she seems to sense that she needs to keep out of Aizen's business. I don't think she has a dislike him, but she seems to politely avoid him. I love that kitten, she's such a little goofball.

While I suppose that's enough of my rambling for tonight.

 Shunsui... I... I should have known our paradise couldn't last. But it's alright. I got to see you for a little while and that will be enough. I truthfully couldn't tell you if I've forgotten my medications on purpose or if it was just my state of mind. It's gotten to the point where it's bothering Aizen now but there's very little I can do. Amazing how quickly I can detrioate. I need... I want Toshiro.. I need his cool warmth.. His begrudging care for me... I need to tell him I love him and I do not want him to be ordered away as well... But orders are are orders.. If it were to happen... Saa, I should know better than to cry. It's not good for my breathing.

I want to fuck Hitsugaya and Shunsui. There. I said it. To hell with manners.

 Hitsugaya-taichou... I miss you. Come back home. Please? Whatever the misunderstanding with Shunsui is I'm sure the three of us can work it out.

 Shiro-chan's birthday is coming up, along with my own. I wonder what to get him.... And then it's Urahara-san's on New Years. I haven't gotten anything for him for 100 years. Sort of helps I know where he is now.

 I need to know who has my body right now. You are in danger. I need certain medications at certain times. Without these you are in risk of dying. If you are in my body you're probably having serious problems breathing. Physically I am a tall pale skinned man, skinny with long hair. Please please contact me as soon as you can. I... I don't want anyone dying because of me.

Shiro-chan has brought up a painful point. I left Shunsui with only a letter. But I knew if I were to see his face one more time I would of stayed. I would have died there in his arms, to hell with the risks. But he's already taken so many chances for me... Is it so selfish of me not to want the one I love be stricken with this disease? Here, on this ship, it is safe for me to fade away. But I don't want him to see me like this... Not Shunsui... Not my Shun. What little pride I have left.. Sitting here and weeping as I type. I must compose myself though. Crying is about one of the worst things I can do for myself right now. 

God Shunsui.. I miss you... And I'm sorry. 

 This box thing is really interesting! We had few so I know how to use them. But they said with this I can talk to anyone on the ship. Saa saa... I wonder who is here. They mentioned some other people are on the ship. I can't wait to find out! Heeeeey, anybody out there?

I suppose I feel guilty for leaving but... With my illness getting so bad there was no way I could not pass it on to someone. When I arrived here the first thing they did is give me a shot and tell me I would no longer contagious. I can only hope that is true. I do feel better though..

((Strikes written, semi hard to hack.))